Forever and Always
Rest Easy Yasmine Nuku "A Thousand Words Can't Bring You Back, I Know Because I Tried And Neither Can a Million Tears I Know Because I Cried."
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
First Born
Mummy And Baby Yasmine.
Yasmine Looking at Daddy.
Looking at Nanny.
Trying to keep her eyes open.
Looking at Daddy while hes smiling at her.
Mummy and Baby.
Monday, 28 November 2011
Sunday, 27 November 2011
From the Start
When i found out i was Pregnant, i couldnt believe it but at the same time i was overjoyed. When i got to 26weeks feeling Babys kicks and Movements were amazing, i loved it. When i was 32weeks and went to my Midwife appointment i had to get admitted to Hospital because i had Pre Eclampsia once i stabled my Blood pressure i was allowed to go home, until i hit 36weeks i had got admitted again until i had given birth to Yasmine, If i keeped Yasmine in eventually my body would have crapped out because my body didnt agree with my placenta. Since Baby's head was growing and her body wasnt they had to induce me at 37weeks and that went fast for me (Put into delivery suite at 8am Tuesday Morning, Induced 11am, Waters got broken 4pm, Painful Contractions 6pm, Then Pushing at 8.35pm which then i had Yasmine in my arms at 8.55pm Tuesday Afternoon) Having her was the best feeling ever, i was just soooo happy to have her enter this world so beautiful. The 6weeks i spent with her out of this world will always be treasured. Losing Baby Girl broke my heart, that was when everything fell apart. It was so Unreal i didnt know what to do and to this day i still have no idea, putting down her cot had made me cry because i didnt expect to take it down so early. Sudden Infant Death was the cause.My heart goes out to other parents who have lost their children whatever it maybe because i know it hurts.
"And if I go while you’re still here…
know that I live on, vibrating to a
different measure behind a thin
veil you cannot see through. You
will not see me so you must have
faith. I wait the time when we can
soar again, both aware of each
other. Until then, live your life to
its fullest, and when you need me
just whisper my name in your
heart…I will be there."
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